Esoteric Liberica

It’s Day 3 and I am feeling as cranky as hell. Aerosmith is now on my playlist and I am blasting it out loud at my workplace, I hope the music doesn’t scare the customers away.

The craving is getting to me. I need a fix. I even considered pulling out grass and rolling it light to light up. Ok so I am exaggerating a bit but you get the idea what the craving is doing to me. So, I am just going to occupy myself with whatever and not even think about it.

I guess going public is indeed a good idea. There is no turning back. I need to stick to this or a lot of people are going to give me hell. After all it is for my own good and the support I have been receiving shows that people do care about my well being.

11 more days to go before the craving ends….