Esoteric Liberica

Today marks my second day to be nicotine free. And I can say that it is not easy. Considering that I am surrounded by persistent phone ringing and pounding from the construction site opposite my workplace.

I am feeling very edgy and cranky today. Hopefully by the end of the week I won’t get the urge to kill somebody. I am determined to beat this. Hands are a little shaky now but am sure it is just the after effects of nicotine deprivation. Hopefully I won’t get the urge to binge on food.

On another note, today marks the first month of me getting to know her. I know it may sound a little insignificant to most of you but hey, it is a new relationship and a good one too.

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Every waking day, I am grateful to have met her. She has rocked my world like no other. No it’s not about anything sexual or whatever. For the first time in a long time, I feel that I have finally found the one. I will take this relationship nice and slow and let it develop naturally. No rushing. Here’s the deal, when we first met it was purely conversational. I wasn’t even attracted to her in any physical way. I just thought that she was a very interesting person to converse with. But as the days went by, she kinda grew on me and towards the last two weeks I realized how much I am in love with her. Not your typical schoolboy crush mind you. And in my forty plus years on this planet I do know the difference!